“More real than your gray world.” The woman—Pleasure—knelt in front of her. Her cold fingers touched the bloody thumb, and instead of pain, Lain felt a jolt of something so intense it was almost unbearable. Bliss. Pure, undiluted bliss, sharper than the needle, deeper than any cut.
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Consider the infamous episode, "Layer:04" – Religion . Lain is dragged to a cyberpunk nightclub called "Cyberia." Here, the ravers are not dancing; they are interfacing. They have modified their bodies to receive direct input from the Wired. A man kisses a device that delivers electric shocks. A girl talks to a god that lives in the power lines. In this crucible, Lain experiences her first true schism . She realizes that the pleasure of the Wired (connection, omniscience, flow) is indistinguishable from the pain of the physical (the sting of rejection, the ache of loneliness, the horror of the flesh). “More real than your gray world